| Wanna Meet my Bro?
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wyte_roks
He's a Wyte Tyger totem.
Anyone got any cool pics or wanna be artistic? Lemme know/or hell let him no | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| : First off, I am not telling this story for anyone to freak out or to say "Hay, pay attention to me" I'm am telling this story, because it happened to me, and it was wierd.
Saturday, I'm in Palm Bay with R and his mum. They get up early and go shoppin and just spend some time together. Everything is fine. I woke up, barely, but we were in a funk Friday night, so we kept sleeping.
R and his mum came back from the store, and they were going thru the office room junk, and came across some of his dads old military stuff [guns, paperwork, etc]
R comes running into the bedroom [where we sleep when we are there-which is right on hte other side of the office wall] and shouts my name. I wake/jump up startled and he rushes over to me. He's shouting "are you alright?" and I'm trying to figure out why, because I'm fine. Nothings wrong.
He moves me then moves my pillow to show me this hole in the wall, then we follow the hole to the bed where my arm was. The hole continues thru the mattress, box spring and then to the underside of the boxspring where a 9mm bullet is chillin on the tile floor. My pillow had a tear in it from where the bullet grazed it. There is NO reason I am still alive. "My head should have been all over the bed and the wall." [-MongreaL and Morbid]
The gun went off on R. He's the one who "fired" it. He's the one who was shaking and nervous until he went to bed later that night.
As for us? We were a little shook up. We agree with R in that it was his dad that saved me. His dad's gun, and his dad's remains are still in that room.
Unfortunately, the pictures I got are on my Camera phone, but if anyone can recieve picture mail on their phone, reply or send me an email with your number [of I dont already have it] and I'll send you a txt of the bullet hole and stuff..
As for the bullet? I kept it and the shell. The bullett is in my Medicine bag[ those of you who know us will completely understand that] with our osprey Claw and onyx hunk.
Happy Mother's Day to all the parents out there, hug your mum for us.
Love to all :>
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| He said "i love you"
I was too tired to respond to it.
Didnt get him till sunday..*sigh*
Was gonna say more, but Shaards just realized we have 2 brand new razor blades.
Its my fault they are there..its for my habbit.
She wasnt suposed to know.
Guess i gotta go stop her now..
damnit.. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| ATTN: Anyone.
We are having problems. Damnit. With our Paypal account.
If anyone has [i think its like 12 buks] on paypal or credit to got o this dude, I will send you the CASH or money order [depending on distance] of the site fee and like 5-10 extra buks for helping me out.
Any takers? I have the cash, just cant do anything with it electronically right now... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Pittsburg Won the SuperBowl
Yeahaw!
*sigh*
I need coke | | comments: Leave a comment |
| ....I am yaked out of my mind right now....
uh!
time to try and get some sleep- so we can go to rs in the morning...[later this morning..] | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| R is working tonight. Went in about 2:00 this afternoon. Not to sound mean, but Thank god. He needs to work to get his mind of stuff right now. We had a chance to realx after we dropped him off and ended up just passing out.
He's been doin good, but we all have been pretty much coked up the past few days. *sigh*
School starts on Monday for us. So nitro is stoked, but the rest of us are pissed off.
I was going to say more, but I'm cold and I want to get dressed and go over there in a little bit. Not sure if we are pikin him up or if T is taking him home, but I justw ant to be in the atmosphere. Its comforting....and *Shaado could use a break from this house again. Her parents are driving her crazee. plus we can smoke over there. Hehe
Peace | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 06:06 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/livid.gif) pissy |
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| So Alice and Kristall have a Friend to Line with. [line...ahh..*sigh*]
And I keep bouncing in and out for no reason other than the fact I did two bumps before I droped him off, so I'm enjoying the buzz while it lasts :>
RANDOM SIDE NOTE!:
We got a letter from DikFuk Buffalo the other night. And I'm going to RETYPE it, sos you ALL can read it..[if i scanned it, you'd go blind trying to decipher his handwritting]
Megan,
I don't know why I'm even writting to you for. I just have to tell you that you'r right I'm a Looser. Your parents, brother, and everyone at the theator knows it. Hell I;m a bigger looser now, I spent all the money I had saved for a new car on the shit again. Why? It's better then sticking a gun to my head. Don't worry, you not invided to my funeral if I should die. I just whant to tell you, you all can go fuck your selfs. You might be laughing at this, but we will see. I already wrote everyone a letter saying if something should happen to me I'm sorry, and I love everyone, and Don't let you around me.
Love Looser
[And kinda near the margin there is a water stain [im assuming tears] and next to it, it says "Look How I'm a looser. Now you'r doing it too"]
Not sure what he meant by that, unless he meant "I'm doing the shitt" but whatever.
Yea, I left his mispellings in there.
*grumbles*
So I can go fuck myself huh? What the fuck? How can he say all that other shitt, then tell me to go fuck myself.?
I don't wish Death on anyone, but I honestly don't give a damn at this point. Not after the way he treated us.
*pruks*
Bastard! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Literally- | | Time: | 01:24 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/annoyed.gif) annoyed |
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| What the fuck is the point?
Do you know how unhealthy it is to just sit around and wait and worry?
Yeah, I'm sure you do, which is why I'm not really saying anything. Fuk it, its your life. If you want to make yourself ill always worrying, then whatever..
It's not like they've cared 2 shitts about anything I've ever had to say [positive or negative] and I guess I just stopped caring.
I mean, I guess I can never really stop caring, or loving them, but I'm just so fuking over it.
I'm tired of watching them make the same poor choices over and over again- I mean, I know I'm far from perfect, but I like to think that I dont let my poor choices and bad decisions get me into too deep of shitt. I mean, more then once I've stopped it all before it got too out of hand, and I do bitch and moan, I'm a firey Rayven. What do you expect? But I dont surround myself in misery.
It seems that's all they want to be around. Misery, or people who will make them feel bad, or feel constantly worried, or down, or depressed. It just doesnt make any fuks sence to me, it never has, and I guess things have just changed way too much lately.
I guess I wasnt as close to them as they were to me..
What do ya think? time to cut the fuking ties?
*pruks and ruffles albino feathers*
^Cocaine^ | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| c0cain3rayv3n's Halloween party:
amusedinsanity dressed as a 1990's grunge child.
an0r3xian3rv0sa didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
angeloflove dressed as a hill.
ashwoof dressed as Carrie-Anne Moss's sister.
bone_collector dressed as Nicole Richie.
brokenjane dressed as a eagle.
deletethechild gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as something total, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
dreams_unslept gets drunk, strips naked, and somehow emerges dressed as Elton John riding a badger.
drewberry4 dressed as Bob Dylan.
drowningarcadia dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Dagger of Iron.
ebonyjade dressed as the Earl of Illthinline.
feralfennec dressed as Dick Cheney.
incashadowalker dressed as your uncle.
jadedeclipse dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Mad Scholar.
jadedshadows dressed as a cat.
kaylona dressed as Vanna White.
kryyn dressed as a witch.
menelaran dressed as Will Smith.
mindless_chaos dressed as Captain Kirk from "Star Trek".
nadhia dressed as a lace devil.
quabazaa dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Amber.
rainbowfroggy dressed as Jimmie Carter.
rhydan dressed as a diplomat from Thailand.
rogue1717 dressed as a executive internet overseer, though it looked more like a big ghost.
shaadofala dressed as the Fiery Power Ranger.
shadowechoes dressed as the Earl of Goreckiburg.
slaveinshadows dressed as a pimp.
twisteduni dressed as a fullback for the Jaguars.
whisperedones dressed as a character from "Trainspotting".
xmaddogx dressed as the Blue Power Ranger.
Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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| | Time: | 12:47 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/sweat.gif) busy |
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| Did an 8ball this weekend, or was that last weekend, and just did half that this weekend? I can never remember. Started on Thursday, stayed up thru friday. Continued Friday night with a break in between, and finished up saturday. Didnt do any more saturday night, or today. He's over it, but doesnt mind if I do it, just let him know and he'll get it for me :> Kinda cool.
Got his car from my bro's house today [finally] and then I went to a group ,meeting and he passed out. Wgich is cool. I'm home and I've done homework. [OMG]
and because im wierd and drunk, im writting down everythign i have already accomplished today:
Finished the book I had to read for my group presentation
Did a basic/brief outline of the characters [my task]
Completed my TSL homework for tomorrow
Did a rough outline of HW #2 for my classroom management class
Just need to type up HW#2
Type my parental plan [already have the draft]
Read Bluest Eye and Beloved and Choc War
Draft My Paper for Beloved
Draft Bluest Eye paper
Which im going to hopefully work on and complete tomorrow.
Tuesday is my day of relaxing/no homework bullshitt [unsless something is due on thursday]
And Wednesday is going to be "catch up" on reading and the video I missed so I can take my quizz. I'm still awake, and still drinking, so I may continue typing some of this tonight. Not going to read any more, just want to eliminate everythign except reading and the two associated papers. That way that all i have to do on wednesday.
Make sence?
Proally gonna get a ball on Friday again-hopefully. maybe even go thru a bud and get a 1/2 gram from his friend. just so I can have it, and not worry about it. :> I wont do it as much, if He's not doing it.
I'm done yaking. Bak to work. I feel so productive right now, its not even funny.. I love this feeling. just wish i didnt have so much to catch up on :> | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:45 am | | Current Mood: | frustrated |
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| -preface- told OurReallyCoolFriend about the incident, and this is what he had to say...-
OurReallyCoolFriend: Erf...sorry to hear that
CorvidKindred: no worries
OurReallyCoolFriend: Considering what I learned in Forensic Psychology, courts tend to lean more in favor of the male in rape cases - legal system is still primarily male-dominated
CorvidKindred: that is so...frustrating..
OurReallyCoolFriend: I know...is she at least safe? No disease or pregnancy from it?
CorvidKindred: . No disease. No pregnancy that I know of..
CorvidKindred: takes Birth control too, so that helps
OurReallyCoolFriend: Well that's a plus. On a side note, if this fellow doesn't live too far away from me, I could offer my services as a hit-man.
CorvidKindred: -but there is really no point in her reporting him then, is there? Unfortunately, he lives here in florida.
CorvidKindred: but another friend of mine offered to kill him as well. LOL
OurReallyCoolFriend: That was an awfully lowly thing for him to do. This friend of yours sounds sounds pretty cool
CorvidKindred: the hitman friend?
OurReallyCoolFriend: Yep
CorvidKindred: . hes a good guy. strange guy, but a good guy
[/end second convo] | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:36 am | | Current Mood: | bitchy |
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| More fun on the phone with the ass hole..
+DikFuk: Explain
CorvidKindred: ..nevermind
+DikFuk: What else was there?
CorvidKindred: alot of crap you had done that made me uncomfortable
+DikFuk: Like what?
CorvidKindred: .....again nevermind....it really doesnt matter because of the last incident..
CorvidKindred: Give me 1 good reason NOT to report you
CorvidKindred: hrm..?
+DikFuk: I 'loved' u
CorvidKindred: ..i need a better reason
CorvidKindred: nice use of past tense too. I think you are full of shitt. you NEVER loved any of us. You just USED us.
+DikFuk: Um...im not jus some random guy who was lookin 2 get in ur pants an i wasn't tryin 2 take it by force
+DikFuk: If u'd told me 'not 2night' i would've respected that an left u alone
CorvidKindred: what the fuk does Me being asleep mean???????
CorvidKindred: and after thursday- i thought you would have...
+DikFuk: Well im jus stupid. I did love u-there was no using
CorvidKindred: how quickly you fell out
+DikFuk: Then there's nothin more i can say cause this is goin nowhere an ur not listenin 2 a damn word im tellin u
CorvidKindred: *shakes head* your not tellin me anything
CorvidKindred: you havent given me a good reason, and "im sorry" means jak shitt to me
CorvidKindred: and "I'm just stoopid" is the lamest excuse for doing something like that EVER.
+DikFuk: Ur right nothin im sayin is doin any good an i suck at tryin 2 explain anything
CorvidKindred: you really should have tried to. now your just a dickfuck
CorvidKindred: who didnt give a shitt about hurting us
CorvidKindred: I hope you tell your family the REAL reason I'm not comin home with you in August. Tho if i make up my mind, you wont have to..*sniker*
+DikFuk: I did care but u've hurt me 2. No 1 in the world has anything 2 fear from me
CorvidKindred: YOU RAPED ME! how the fuck do you think that madee ME FEEL? did you EVER stop to concider anyone elses feelings ATALL?
CorvidKindred: you are a bigger asshole then i fucking thought
CorvidKindred: i hurt you, by being angry that someone who was suposed to love me, took advantage of me...and here I am, the god damned enemy. I love how your mind works Ryamn
CorvidKindred: ryan*
+DikFuk: I dont have feelings anymore cause they're gone now
CorvidKindred: then it wont hurt you when Cocaine reports you.. good
+DikFuk: My heart has no feelins left is what i meant
CorvidKindred: which means still that it wont hurt. If you have no love, no feelings in your heart, you wont care.
+DikFuk: I care if i live or die same goes 4 this
CorvidKindred: obviously not since you fucking tried to commit suicide while you were gone as well.
+DikFuk: Im still alive but now im in more pain than ever cause there's no 1 around 2 love me accept 4 my family
CorvidKindred: well you did that shitt to your self. I love your freaking pity party. You werent freaking there for me..EVER. so this is ridiculous you want me to be here for you, when you are the one who did the most unthinkable act
[/end convo] | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 03:28 am | | Current Mood: | irritated |
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| -Tries to smooth down feathers-
It's one thing to not respond to the e-mails the "adults" send you, but when Chayse takes the time [and it takes him forever if we dont write for him] to sit down and actually try to write you a letter, and try to spell words, and actually write in english, It would be nice if you would respond. Especially if he is asking you questions. Afterall Chayse is like our "are you worth our time" test. If you make an effort to hang with Chayse and become friends with him and do shitt with him and he likes you, then we figure your okay in our book. You've made more effort then Dave, but...ignoring him now, isnt helping.
Oh, and i just -LOVE- the shirtless pictures of you on the ship. Yeah. Wonder who else was around to see that. LOVELY.
-pruks- | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| ..
We were thinking about driving to orlando for a few hours next week.
Ryan + will be gone till like July 7th so we were gonna take a road trip..
not sure we'd be welcome.
I wish the OCD people would let me write my own way. I hate being all neat and organized.
*showering now* | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I'm really not kidding.
For kicks I want a Raptor Icon, since I'm the Raptor that spent the most time sulking around.
C'mon!
I'll even have *Shaado make the artist a wicked 3-d Dream catcher??????
Please
*big sad corvus/raven eyes* | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:52 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/blank.gif) blank |
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| *shakes head*
*Shaado is highly amusing when she is upset...dont get me wrong, i'm still sick of this shitt but..
No offence to her or anything.... she gets kinda...vindictive and pissy, in a "in your face" kinda way...
this the the IM, she just sent to Dave
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CorvidKindred: I'll be sure to tell Jen your free now.the sooner the better right? she can help refil your porno collection too i'm sure..
Auto response from Dave: I will be right back.
CorvidKindred: Here's some fuking links to Help you "Re-stock"
http://www.thefreepornking.com/freeporn/
http://www.hotbods.com/freeporn/
http://danishotbox.com/
http://danni.com/
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Good Riddance I say, but She's still wounded. Wounded at all the shitt he's done to her that keep flooding her everytime we try to go to sleep.
I wish someone else would knock her out right now....
on a plus side, I might get into my old "Habbit" again :):):):):) | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | HAHAHA | | Time: | 01:26 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/wideeyed.gif) awake |
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| Fucking Hilarious Conversation I just Had with Heroin the Genius
Me: Fucking Christ we need more shitt here that is low in Calories and Fat
Heroin: Well, Dried beef has 60 Cal. per 7 slices, C2 has 45 Cal. per glass and Water has chlorine.
Me: WTF?
Heroin: *big Toothy grin*
Me: Thank you for that impecable observation. *shakes head*
...
okay maybe you had to be there... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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